i'm not the boy two years ago

the problem here is simple. you never truly stop loving someone. even when you don't want to. even when you know you shouldn't. even when you think you don't. you never truly stop loving someone. true, the love isn't the same any more.. it isn't that tangible, sweet feeling that permeates every part of your body that comes from a smile or a message from that special someone. the love after everything has gone is more of a silent ache of feeling something missing mingling with the memories of having had something amazing in that particular empty place in your heart. i'm walking around with quite a number of aches.

i don't believe there is a cure. then again, i don't believe there should be.